And with what I got to say?

    The things I've done and the things that I destroyed because I've done them...can't compare to the lies I've told.

    The guilt. The dishonesty. It kills me and I can't stop. Lie and lie and lie. it comes natural to me. If I could take it all back, I would in a HEARTBEAT.

    I shouldn't be able to say anything because I don't know if I'm telling the truth or not.

My trust shouldn't even exist in any one's world.

    I lied to the one person that I care about the most. TWO YEAR LIE! He talks to me and he expects something that I'm not.

    I'm not going to blame my lying on him. Its my fault. Every breathe he talks to me, I love him even more and when he believes me...my heart gets crushed..

                                                 And I don't know what to do...